Healthy Eating (original) (raw)

(no subject)	[Apr. 27th, 2005|06:06 pm]Bolt HE board regulars
[**mood** |nostalgic]i was looking through old emails and reliving all of this stuff from my past. it was weird and scary. eating things havent really been acting up lately. like i want to be thinner than i am and stuff but im just like whatever i can still look cute. im really tired and im just ready for this school year to be over. im so emotionally drained yet i have so many emotions at the same time. i just want to escape to florida and relax and go to camp. and think about some things. i have a craving to watch Thirteen. i havent watched it in almost a year. i watched it like 10 times in a week when we had it. i hope everyone else is doing well. love, me.
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wtf	[Mar. 2nd, 2005|09:40 pm]Bolt HE board regulars
[**mood** |confused]is bolt not working for anyone else?i was on it HOURS ago, and it just stopped working out of nowhere.and i haven't been able to get on since...so is it bolt, or is it me?
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hello???	[Feb. 15th, 2005|10:42 pm]Bolt HE board regulars
[**mood** |nerdy]Hi things have been a bit quiet on the community front recently just thought I'd pop a note in and see how everyone was getting on....ok I know we talk on bolt and stuff and I see updates in you journals but it'd be nice to carry on something supportive over here.So just to get the ball rolling - where, honestly, is everyone situated with their EDs at mo?
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(no subject)	[Dec. 21st, 2004|05:39 pm]Bolt HE board regulars
[**mood** |lonely]no one posts here anymore. POSTTT!
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me? trigger..?	[Dec. 10th, 2004|11:57 am]Bolt HE board regulars
[**mood** |disappointed]...so...I have caught myself lately feeling for bones.* : (that's not like me.I notice that I'm resting my hands on my hips, but not just resting them...squeezing to feel the knobs of my hip (pelvic)bones. (<<yeah, they're under there. *ha!*) And when I lie down in bed, my hands are sliding up by my solar plexus feeling for ribs. And when I'm in the shower feeling my shoulders and clavicles when I wash. What's my deal? I need to knock that shit off.
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whooopdidooo	[Nov. 27th, 2004|06:04 pm]Bolt HE board regulars
[mood** |bouncy] [music**	foo fighters - headwires]So after weeks and weeks of practically throwing up everyday I haven't today!!! wooohoo. And ok I know it's just one day but the state I was in the last few days this is a big freaking deal. Pleased I feel determined not to do it tomo either. See lj for more details. BUT I am all for trying to get as healthy and well as possible before I go back home because I dont want the stress of having to deal with my mum panicking over my eating habits and us arguing over christmas not at all!!! Plus I'm sure that like if I could stick to regular healthy meals and stuff and not bp'ing all the time I'd prob even lose a bit of weight. Not that I really need too and I know I shouldn't but its the truth, all the bp'ing does no good whatsoever as just end up consuming far more than should be. *le sigh*. Anyway just thought I'd come and be all happy about lack of purging today. Try to do the same tomo!! Hope everyone else is doing good xxx
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