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Subject:My heart is on an auction, It goes to the highest Bid Posted by:heartsonauction. Time:7:38 pm. Mood: bitchy.
Any takers???Well Ive had my share of heartbreaks. So sick of being used and and thrown away like a paper towel. IM DAMN special and im sick of being treated like a whore. Im not. I have emotions. i want the damn white picket fence. I want to find a love of my life. Therefore today I got a True love waits ring. Im not a virgin but its between God and me. Its a form of ASSHOLE BE GONE. No asshole is going to come close to me and get what he wants and leave anymore. no Sir. IF they want it that bad... they gonna have to PUT A RING ON IT.
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Subject:My heart is on an auction, It goes to the highest Bid Posted by:heartsonauction. Time:7:38 pm. Mood:

bitchy.

Any takers???Well Ive had my share of heartbreaks. So sick of being used and and thrown away like a paper towel. IM DAMN special and im sick of being treated like a whore. Im not. I have emotions. i want the damn white picket fence. I want to find a love of my life. Therefore today I got a True love waits ring. Im not a virgin but its between God and me. Its a form of ASSHOLE BE GONE. No asshole is going to come close to me and get what he wants and leave anymore. no Sir. IF they want it that bad... they gonna have to PUT A RING ON IT.

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player_hatersA rateing style community of a diffrent/new kind, you are rated on how hateful you are. Once accepted, player haters post hateful things they have done in compition for Hater of the Month, we play games, have fun, hate on each other. If you are intrested in a community where it is not only accepted but encuraged to be a comeplete asshole to everyone in the comm/offend everyone you can then this is the place for you.Warning: This community can be/is very offencive, if you don't wanna be offended then don't apply/join/look.
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player_hatersA rateing style community of a diffrent/new kind, you are rated on how hateful you are. Once accepted, player haters post hateful things they have done in compition for Hater of the Month, we play games, have fun, hate on each other. If you are intrested in a community where it is not only accepted but encuraged to be a comeplete asshole to everyone in the comm/offend everyone you can then this is the place for you.Warning: This community can be/is very offencive, if you don't wanna be offended then don't apply/join/look.

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Subject:Where's my microphone head? Posted by:ruthiemiserable. Time:9:55 pm.
We’re driving home, it’s late at night. You’re falling asleep to the sound of old music and the engine hum. The highway’s dark, we’re all alone. The air is thin, my thoughts are gone. It’s about that night that we stayed awake, your heart was steady, the sound made me calm. We moved so close and we almost held hands but we kept our titles so it would stay the same. I whispered your name. My hands are off the wheel, this thinking makes me frantic but I don’t let people see. I built up my courage and whispered “I love you” loud enough for just you to hear. I shut my eyes and waited. My foot is pushing the accelerater, stop is not an option. It’s already out there, we know too much. Laying next to you that night I waited for what you might say but all I heard was a heartbeat. You had fallen asleep before it was said. While I think about it my head slams into the windshield. We hit a tree head on but I didn’t guide the wheel there, death came to me. I said “I love you” one last time but even though you’re awake I still hear silence. And when you remember what just happened you’ll fall to your knees in prayer. But the prayer won’t be about me. It will be about how you hope you and the one you actually love will live happily ever after in that big house with your perfect life.
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Subject:Where's my microphone head? Posted by:ruthiemiserable. Time:9:55 pm.

We’re driving home, it’s late at night. You’re falling asleep to the sound of old music and the engine hum. The highway’s dark, we’re all alone. The air is thin, my thoughts are gone. It’s about that night that we stayed awake, your heart was steady, the sound made me calm. We moved so close and we almost held hands but we kept our titles so it would stay the same. I whispered your name. My hands are off the wheel, this thinking makes me frantic but I don’t let people see. I built up my courage and whispered “I love you” loud enough for just you to hear. I shut my eyes and waited. My foot is pushing the accelerater, stop is not an option. It’s already out there, we know too much. Laying next to you that night I waited for what you might say but all I heard was a heartbeat. You had fallen asleep before it was said. While I think about it my head slams into the windshield. We hit a tree head on but I didn’t guide the wheel there, death came to me. I said “I love you” one last time but even though you’re awake I still hear silence. And when you remember what just happened you’ll fall to your knees in prayer. But the prayer won’t be about me. It will be about how you hope you and the one you actually love will live happily ever after in that big house with your perfect life.

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Its plain to see.I'm playing him for a fool.The thing that really enrages me though is the fact that he doesnt think I'm capable of being this deceitful. I guess thats not really something I should be proud of, but at least I'm good at it. The thing that elates me, on the other hand, is that there is nothing he can do to stop my plans. Nothing at all. He supsects that I had a motive and I failed, or that I had no motive at all and I dont know what I'm doing. You fucking idiot. Of course theres a motive, of course I know what I'm doing, and of course YOU WILL LOSE! Its as simple as that. I always win. He cant see the big picture, or maybe its the little things making up the big piture that he cant grasp. I focus on the smaller things first, or the victories that arent immediately noticable. Thats why I always win. I find it kind of funny, also I find it kind of sad, that I am so deceitful, yet you expect me to be had. You'll never win. Its already too late. Theres nothing you can do and theres no one who can stop me, not even you. I guess my style is much more intricate because he cant see it at all. -Sweet Deceit-
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Its plain to see.I'm playing him for a fool.The thing that really enrages me though is the fact that he doesnt think I'm capable of being this deceitful. I guess thats not really something I should be proud of, but at least I'm good at it. The thing that elates me, on the other hand, is that there is nothing he can do to stop my plans. Nothing at all. He supsects that I had a motive and I failed, or that I had no motive at all and I dont know what I'm doing. You fucking idiot. Of course theres a motive, of course I know what I'm doing, and of course YOU WILL LOSE! Its as simple as that. I always win. He cant see the big picture, or maybe its the little things making up the big piture that he cant grasp. I focus on the smaller things first, or the victories that arent immediately noticable. Thats why I always win. I find it kind of funny, also I find it kind of sad, that I am so deceitful, yet you expect me to be had. You'll never win. Its already too late. Theres nothing you can do and theres no one who can stop me, not even you. I guess my style is much more intricate because he cant see it at all. -Sweet Deceit-

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HELP!!! i need a lyric! for photography! the assignment is to pic a lyric (can be a whole song, a paragraph, or a line, whatever) and then take a picture that relates to the lyric. any ideas?
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hey i have a new screen name...europeisjealousadd me?
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haven't been keeping up much with photography. but here are some doodles i've drawn up lately at work and posted on my journal in response to my recent break up.( bad drawings.Collapse )
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Hey. I'm Kaleigh, Kales... whatever. I'm 16, I'm new, I live in the middle of nowhere. I like emo, photography, and music.I just got out of an almost year long relationship. I wasn't the victim, but I act and feel like I was. I still like him a lot. He makes it hard to get over him.And I really REALLY want a nose ring NOW!
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Subject:Awesome community Posted by:greeneyeddoc. Time:7:26 pm.
GO JOINIt wont break your heart.xoxo
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