The Life of a Canadian Composer Wolf (original) (raw)
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Tuesday, September 10th, 2002
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| 2:40p | Confession of a New Werewolf ---- Originally written September 5th, 2002 ----Lately, I've really been questioning the nature of my furriness. I've been feeling my felineness lessening in intensity ... for lack of a better phrase. I suspect that an old ghost from my past may be returning. The wolf never truly left me. It just lay aside while the lion and skunk guided me with their gentle paws for a while. I find myself more attracted to werewolves and wolves in general. I think my form may be on the brink of a change.I heard last night about a werewolf mask for sale, and I immediately wanted one. Normally, the desire would have been a mild one at most, but last night, my enthusiasm was immediately on, full-blast. I guess it shows a bit of a strong affinity with the werewolf. In my former connection with the wolf, I was not a werewolf, but just an anthro wolf. I don't know if my current resurgence of wolfishness will result in merely an anthro form or if I will become an actual werewolf. I guess part of me is hoping for the latter (the werewolf, that is), but I guess I really don't have that much control over the matter. The wolf who is to be my new spirit guide will take care of that decision for me. (2 Comments |Comment on this) |
| 2:56p | Diary of a New werewolf ---- Originally written Sept. 6, 2002 ----Well, today was an odd day. I haven't quite felt myself today. I guess that means something is happening. Now that I think about it, I felt about the same sort of out-of-it-ness yesterday when I first suspected I might be a werewolf. Maybe it's time for me to change.Last night, I told Lycan that I suspected I might be lupine or lycanthropic. Being the sweet, caring mate that he is, he was very understanding. Mind you, I don't think he quite understood how big a deal this was for me. I mean, I've been feline for so long that becoming a werewolf, or even just a wolf for that matter, is a really big deal for me. I know that when I told Bud, he really didn't understand that my furriness is a spiritual thing for me, not just an online escape from my real life. I wish I'd had more time to explain to him how furry really works for me. But I'll explain it to him later.I hope I figure out whether or not I'm a werewolf soon. I can't keep zoning out at work like I did tonight and last night, it's not good.Lycan gave me some good advice last night before I went to sleep. He told me that wolf's blood is strong and that it will never leave me. He also told me to pay attention to my dreams because the spirits will often send me messages via my dreams.I wonder what new changes tomorrow will bring in my discovery of my new lycanthropic self. Hopefully some new revelations will come soon. I'm anxious to find out what my future holds. Oh, and last night, as I lay in bed, I let out a few soft howls. I have to admit that it felt good howling. I guess I really am a wolf of some sort. (Comment on this) |
| 3:03p | ---- Originally written on Sept. 7, 2002 ----Well today I told Leo that I thought I was a werewolf. He seemed to think that was really cool. He said "I suppose you'll need a new tail, huh?". I laughed and said that I have to wait and find out what color my fur was before I rushed into making a wolf tail. He told me I should be a grey or silvery werewolf 'cause they're cooler. I think I'm a silver-furred werewolf.Oh, BTW, I went and bought that werewolf mask I heard about. It looked SOOOOO cool. I got the silvery one instead of the black one.The face on the black one just looked a bit too ... I dunno ... morbid. The tongue was all wrong, and it just looked too snarly. I see myself as a friendlier kind of werewolf. And I think I definitely have silvery fur. I'm pretty sure I'm a werewolf by now. I mean, I wouldn't have continued with this diary, and I wouldn't have told my friends about it if I weren't one. I think I probably would have got the mask anyway (just 'cause it's cool) So I guess I'm a silvery werewolf, for now anyway. (Comment on this) |
| 3:09p | ---- Originally written Sept. 8, 2002 ----Well, yesterday, I changed my ICQ info. Now my screen name reads "Taris L. Werewolf" instead of "Liontaris Kobena". I'm not sure what I'll put in my email name yet. I'm still thinking about that one.Last night, in bed, Lycan asked me if I'd figured out what kind of wolf I am (like whether I was a grey wolf, an arctic wolf, a timberwolf, or what). I told him that I'm not an arctic wolf 'cause I hate the cold and winter. I told him I was sure I had grey fur, and he said I might be a grey wolf. NOOOO! Ya think? I might also be a grey timberwolf, though. But I'm not sure. I feel more like a werewolf. I'm not sure if the two are mutually exclusive or not. Like I don't know if I can be a timberwolf and a werewolf at the same time.One way or the other, I think that I'm meant to be a werewolf. It just feels right. (Comment on this) |
| 3:16p | Diary of a New werewolf Today was really cool. I started chatting on Werenet IRC. I think I made some awesome new friends. On top of that, I got to listen to the were radio staion, Radio Lycanthrope. And I also got talking to the administrator of RadLyc , and he said that if I sent him some MP3s of my work, I could be broadcast on Radio Lycanthrope!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!I also edited my Furry Database entry to reflect my new self. And I'm also in the Were listing on Were.net. I'm just getting myself out there in the werewolf community. My new name is Taris L. Werewolf, and I'm not sure if I mentioned it yesterday or not, but I'm a silvery were-timberwolf.I also created my werecode today. Wasn't too complicated, and Lycan gave me a template for my werecard. I'd have done it tonight, but there were just too many questions to answer with any kind of speed tonight. I'll need more time to think most of them over.---Taris L. Werewolf. (Comment on this) |
| 3:17p | Notice The following series of messages should be read starting with the last one, and working back to the first one 'cause that's the order they fit in. (5 Comments |Comment on this) |