Letters I'll Not Send #5 (original) (raw)
Dear XOXOX,
Was that progress, or just me deluding myself into thinking that you care? (again). Things seem different after spring break... Spring break seemed different. It was a breath of warm air after a very cold winter.
I also wonder if you're doing this because you want to be friends. Or if you're still interested. Or if you still believe that we were meant to be together. I'm trying not to think about it. Maybe that's why we've finally relaxed around each other. I'm not acting like a giggling 16 year old girl around you anymore. Is this starting over?
It was a small effort, but it still meant a lot to me that you took time to hang out with me. I know you're working, I know you're busy. I also know that you're going to be gone for the better part of the year. So anything is pretty much impossible.
I'm listening to the music you left me, and coming up with a playlist of my own.
Love,
Me