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another sucker, motherfucker, one born every day!!!!! [13 Feb 2003|10:11am]
[ mood | devious ] Well I havent posted in here for a while, because I've been posting in my friends only! HAi got on here to post something but I have nothing to say to YOU!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH >:)everything i say is somewhere else!Mr Mother Fucking Charisma

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i'm not saying there's nothing wrong, but there's nothing right [09 Jan 2003|11:02pm]
[ **mood** | indifferent ] Hey, his is an an important update. I now have a friends only journal where I will put the majority of my entries. If you wish to be able to view this entry, leave a comment.the address is www.livejournal.com/users/glass\_timing.ThankyouBelief = Function = Belief

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The Slab [09 Jan 2003|11:55am]
[ **mood** | artistic ] I was looking to see some dreams drip from your fingersI was working in that lonely place where memory lingersIf there were words, if there was hair that I could drag you back withIf there was one single little hook that I could break your back withHere we goOh yeahBetter get my head down thereOh where?Down there in that cavern where heaven growsIt's somewhere down there between daytime and the darkAnd I'm gonna sweat beneath the light of a warm worldOh yeahBetter get my head down thereOh where?Down there in that cavern where heaven growsOut here in the street, naked in front of God and everyoneI'm beginning to see daylight yawning down thereAnd I'm just sitting here waiting for things to comeCram that page baby, you know I'm marvellousYou think I'm sweating like this just for fun?And hey I know it's true but I just can't say it(Say it, say it)Hey I know it's true but I just can't say it(Say it, say it)All right, all right!Just.... one..... touchAnd everything will be all rightJust.... one..... touchAnd everything will be all right

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i can't be fucked giving this a title... [09 Jan 2003|01:07am]
[ mood | tired, inspired ] Good morning everyone.you will have to excuse alot of things I'm going to write. It's just early morning (1 am) ramblings.Alot of people scorn me for liking Something For Kate. They say they don't see any beauty in it. I can't understand these people. I know it sounds crazy but I don't feel as close to these people as I do those who see the same things in their music as I do. Their music has spoken to me in so many ways. From the first time I heard them, Robert's Captain single, I have been in love. There has been no girl, no friend, no food, no anything that I have loved more than Something For Kate. Frankly, I don't know that I'd still be alive today if it weren't for their music. They have touched me in a way that so many people have never experienced. From the captivating drum beat, to the grinding guitar riff, to the rythmic heaven of the bass, and to the sweetest lyric, never misplaced, I have been kept alive through hard times by this band. I know it may be hard for some to believe, but I owe my life to Something For Kate. When my friends betrayed me, or fought with me. When I felt low or couldn't bare another second of life, I could just put on a CD, any one of them. Whatever my problem, SFK somehow knew how to fix it. It reminded me that there really is true beauty out there. And that, to find genius, one need not look at the greatest Universitys, or the scientific elite of the world, but at a small band whom don't get quite as much recognition as the deserve, a band who have changed alot over the years, new members and whatnot yet have still seemed to keep that eary calm about them. The real genius of this world can be found in SFK's lyrics They enchant, they paralyse, they stun and somehow, throughout the mellow nature of the song, bring hope to those who are down. That's all I've got for now.......thankyou.Belief = Function = Belief

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beer and buscuits [08 Jan 2003|06:15pm]
[ mood | wet ] 3 guesses as to what i'm consuming..........:Dtoday was good. went to the net cafe with simon and andrew. then we went back to simons place and i got kicked in THPS4........bugger. then, when i left, it started raining.....then, half way down the street, its started hailing. talk about opportune timing. now i'm sitting here with BEER (b-e-e-e-r) and biscuits. i feel full :Dthat was a complete load of drivelBelief = Function = Belief

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Slight problems.........about $50 worth [07 Jan 2003|10:21pm]
[ **mood** | annoyed ] Ok, heres some great news. When I rang the camping place they forgot to mention the fact that it was a deposit of $50 per head. You get this deposit back at the end of the trip, as long as there are no complaints about you. I'm sorry guys but thats our last shot. We were lucky to get this chance. I need to know how many are still in and how many are out. ThanxBelief = Function = Belief

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OI!!!!!! [05 Jan 2003|11:26am]
[ **mood** | awake ] Hey everyone. This is another update about the camp. If we wanna go to the site that I've been looking into (and I assure you, it is much better), it will be 11anightperperson.Nowthisplaceisonlyanhourswalkfromthestation,requiresnobus,hasgoodtoilet/showerfacilitiesandisacrosstheroadfromabeach.Itwillbeverygoodandiseasierformetogetthedepositto.Andthedepositisonly11 a night per person. Now this place is only an hours walk from the station, requires no bus, has good toilet/shower facilities and is across the road from a beach. It will be very good and is easier for me to get the deposit to. And the deposit is only 11anightperperson.Nowthisplaceisonlyanhourswalkfromthestation,requiresnobus,hasgoodtoilet/showerfacilitiesandisacrosstheroadfromabeach.Itwillbeverygoodandiseasierformetogetthedepositto.Andthedepositisonly50, so I can give you all sum money back, which u can use when u get there. I'm pretty sure there's a shop there too. And we can use BBQs so it's pretty fuckin sweet.If anyone has any probs tell me.Belief = Function = Belief

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HEY, listen up ey...... [03 Jan 2003|06:24pm]
[ **mood** | hot ] This is for anyone planning on going camping. I need to know something. I'm thinking of changing the location of the camp. I'm going to find out if this place is better 2morrow, but theres a place in Gerringong thats much easier to get too and has better facilities. Its $7 per child (2-17)[thats us!] per night for unpowered camping. Don't ask me what powered camping is because I would have no idea. It is MUCH better and only very slightly more expensive than the other one. The money you spend, you will save on the fares. So I need to know as many peoples opinions as I can.Btw, Something For Kate are fucking awesome. I love them so much! <3 :DBelief = Function = Belief

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ripe ol' time [02 Jan 2003|08:37pm]
[ **mood** | bouncy ] Hey all. I'm sitting here at Jasons and I'm having a ripe old time. Pretty sad that i'm not going to see Melly again before she leaves. Today was good. I went to the aquatic centre with Melly, Tessi, Susan, and Susan's and Melly's friend, Lisa. There, I also had a ripe old time. So all up today was a ripe old time! Well I'll leave yas all alone so I can get back to my time-old ripe and yous can all do whatever yas wanna do.Belief = Function = Belief

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YAY!!!!!! [01 Jan 2003|03:01pm]
[ **mood** | ecstatic ] SOMETHING FOR KATE ARE SCHEDULED TO RELEASE THEIR NEXT ALBUM IN EARLY MARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD, I'M GONNA BE CRANKY TILL I GET IT. SORRY PEOPLE :DSo in honour of me finding this out, heres the lyrics to 'Toothpaste.' I love this song! :Dminutes seem like secondsand the seconds seem like daysthat doesn't make senseput down the phonebe sure you hang up firstthat doesn't make sensesomething, nothing, maybecould we get away with it?do you think we'll get away with it?or should we just stay sitting still?my little worldyou're welcome to intrudeand we can do somethingcome talk to mekeep me companyand we'll think of somethingsomething, nothing, maybecould we get away with it?do you think we'll get away with it?because i'm sick of sitting stillsomething, nothing, maybecould we get away with it?, do you think we'll get away with it?maybe not (x6)BTW, every1 who's interested in seeing Melly 2morrow, go to tessi's LJ and leave a comment on that entry!CyaBelief = Function = Belief

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2002 and NYE [01 Jan 2003|02:07pm]
[ **mood** | cynical ] Last night was pretty cool. I ended up at Simon's little get together. It was kind of a milestone for me. It was NYE.......AND I WAS SOBER! :D We watched the fireworks that the families on one street put together. We were right underneath them so we got covered in ash. That was alright. Then, while sitting down on Lisha's front lawn, I felt something crawl up my right leg. I was pretty sure I had shaked it off, so I went inside. I was sitting on the couch watching Red Dwarf when I felt it again, so this time I grabbed whatever it was and threw it on Marks coat, expecting it to be some small insect. Instead, out popped this pretty big spider. Sorta disturbed me that it was just sitting there all that time. I'm almost surprised that it didn't bite me. Well that's basically my evening.Now, on to the year that was 2002. It was shit! Absolute shit. The bits that I do remember aren't really worth remembering, so there. No long, nostalgic story about the year gone past, just the word SHIT! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHBelief = Function = Belief

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hey [31 Dec 2002|02:38pm]
[ **mood** | sad ] This is directed at everyone going camping....I need your deposit ASAp. like REALLY soon so I can send it away ok?and.....I have absolutely nothing to do 2nite. don't i feel really unpopular?! :'(Belief = Function = Belief

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FUCKING NYE!!!!!!! [31 Dec 2002|10:13am]
[ **mood** | discontent ] FUCK MAN WHAT AM I DOING FOR NYE????????????It seems there are no parties on at all. There were a few glimpses of hope but nothing at all has come through. If we can't find anything better, Keora and I may be planning a trip into the city to see a movie and watch the fireworks. Everyone's invited if it goes ahead, but I'm still searching of sumwhere more permanent to go (and sumwhere that doesnt have the threat of being bombed):PSo if anyone has any ideas, tell me ok?CyaBelief = Function = Belief

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descriptions are useless, nothing but the combination of words and numbered pieces.................. [30 Dec 2002|04:43pm]
[ mood | ticked off ] you think of whitesomewhere outsidesomehow connected to your brainor about to knock on your dooreternityis a policymagnetism and mysterywishful thinking and fantasyand i hope that you're nothoping for meyou think of sightand reason collidessomehow transmitting from spaceasking you to line up and take your placeinfinityis a realitylife jackets and sympathybullshit daydreamsi know you can't be knowing for me and i hope that you're nothoping for me2day was really good. Melly and I saw Sweet Home Alabama. I liked it, though I don't know if she did. But it was her choice. We could've gone and seen LOTR. I don't mind seeing again. Then, unfortunately, on the way home, I was chased by the pitbull from up the street and stacked and crushed Mechanical Animals. Fate loves fucking with me doesnt it?Oh yeah, what the fuck is happening on NYE? I can't just stay home!Belief = Function = Belief

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In spite of everything... [29 Dec 2002|07:53pm]
[ mood | I don't know. Anxious? Calm? ] I tend to update this journal out of habit. I get on the computer, noone particularly wants to chat to me, so I get on livejournal and post although I really didn't get into it with anything in mind to write about. Again, I have partaken in this ritualistic behaviour and started to write about never having anything to write about, because I don't have anything to write about. And that sentence was sort of a real finale to that idea so now I am forced to change the subject.So methinks I'll write about the things that are on my mind. Thats for a 'journal' is for, right? So here goes.....um.....how can I think with a fucking stomach ache??? I guess I can just ignore it. First thing on my mind is........hmmm......I really hope tomorrow goes well. I hope I don't die in a horrific traffic accident before I can get there and leave Melly waiting around thinking how rude I am for dogging her. Hopefully, fate will leave my tragic death until my trip home. And I hope we find something to see. Secondly, I think music is brilliant. And before you all say, "what about Britney Spears and other such nonsense?" yes I include her when I say that. Even if people don't write their own songs, those songs are still the expression of someones opinions/feelings. And if the song doesn't have any instruments and all it has is a drum machine, it still probably makes someone happy or plays with peoples emotions (in a good way). I've just been sitting here, listening to Antiskeptic, Something For Kate, Korn, System Of A Down, Tool, 28 Days, Bodyjar and Blink 182 and I just can't help but feel love. I love music, it is my mistress. Whether I like some of or not, music is great, from the classics to todays hits. What else has been on my mind? Nothing else I guess. Oh wait, yeah, NYE. I wish it never happened. But I'm still wondering where the hell I am going to go. Oh well, I guess that's all for now.I'm listening to a song from BiLLY CORGAN'S NEW BAND. IT'S REALLY FUCKING GOOD. I LOVE IT. AND NO, I DIDN'T ACCIDENTLY PRESS THE CAPS LOCK BUTTON. I JUST FELT LIKE TYPING IT CAPITALS FOR NO REASON.Bye

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[29 Dec 2002|12:15pm]
[ **mood** | awake ] According to my best recollection, I don't remember. All I ask of life is a constant and exaggerated sense of my own importance. Always glad to share my ignorance; I've got plenty. Amnesia used to be my favorite word, but then I forgot it.As I said before, I never repeat myself. As the evening sky faded from a salmon color to a sort of flint gray, I thought back to the salmon I caught that morning, and how gray he was, and how I named him Flint.Back up my hard drive? How do I put it in reverse? Bartender! I'll have whatever the man on the floor was drinking. Birdie birdie in the sky - Dropped a poopie in my eye - I didn't weep, I didn't cry - I just thank God cows don't fly. Crime doesn't pay... does that mean my job is a crime? Every time I think I know where it's at, they move it. Everyone hates me because I'm paranoid. Everyone is entitled to my opinion. Give me the strength to change the things I can, the grace to accept the things I cannot, and a great big bag of money. Gravity always gets me down. Hi-ho, hi-ho, it's hand grenades I throw... I bet living in a nudist colony takes all the fun out of Halloween. I bet the main reason the police keep people away from a plane crash is they don't want anybody walking in and lying down in the crash stuff, then, when somebody comes up, act like they just woke up and go, "What was that?!" I bought some dehydrated water, but I don't know what to add to it. I can picture in my mind a world without war, a world without hate. And I can picture us attacking that world, because they'd never expect it. I did a drot of lugs in college, I hink I thave dain bramage. I don't care who you are, man. Get the reindeer off my roof! I don't care who you are, man. Get the reindeer off my roof! I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it. More to come later!!!!

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Like strong and distant moonlight, the anchorman's voice guides me through the night [28 Dec 2002|11:25am]
[ **mood** | awake ] I really like this song. It's by Blink 182.Walking through the grass Another blade next to you from the ground As the wind does pass I notice as you feel the breath of my shout Your words are kind The kind that repeatedly say no But that's alright I'm older than you so I've got time What have you said, reach out your hand There's a black shadow on my wall But as I look into my mind I can see that girls are a waste of time We've all seen the bridge A broken seam and a girl on one side You think your words will work They only work when you lay down and close your eyes I thought of all the lines All the right ones used at all the wrong times But that's alright Depression's just a sarcastic state of mind What have you said, reach out your hand There's a black shadow on my wall But as I look into my mind I can see that girls are a waste of time I don't want to live alone I don't want to live in My broken dreams of you I don't want to live along with My broken dreams of you I don't want to live along with My broken dreams of you Belief = Function = Belief
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