| 8:34 pm - Yeah |
| I'm okey. Really. For the time being at least. Now I only have to talk to Immi to try to sort some stuff out. And to please Annie. She needs redemption. And recognition. (comment on this) |
| Sunday, July 2nd, 2006 |
| 11:29 pm - ... |
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| Friday, June 30th, 2006 |
| 9:05 pm - Camp |
We've gotten the schedule and groups for camp now. Sure, camp isn't until the end of July/beginning of August, but still, this is like 5/6 weeks earlier than we're used to getting it. Usually they just say, "be there at 9", and then we get the schedule at location. And it usually changes every single day. This year it won't, and that's kind of nice. It is a quite good schedule, really. A bit late lunch, though, I'll eat at 1. I'm in group 4, and it's only me from our club in it. Then there is Alex, I know her since two years ago. She's nice and all, however, she turns 15 today. And I'm 19. Last season she was a first-year junior and I was a last-year one. Then there's two girls I don't know, from my coach Anna's old club. Don't know anything about either of them, only that one of them used to skate Ungdom A, which is the best of the "Ungdom" (youth)-classes. But so is Hannah, Mandy and Rosanna, so it doesn't really say anything. I'm trying to check them out right now, at their clubs website. Thank god for the internet. Okey, Louise is a Junior A born 1990, a late girl. Probably a first year Junior as well. Well, she's 16, at least, well 15½. As long as she's nice, it's okey. But nothing on Josefin yet. They do have a really bad website, their club. Not very updated. Oh hot indian guys! They played Peter Pan, had hockey guys as indians... Nope... Nothing. I do want to know about people. I like to be prepared and know looks, names and competitive history. It might be crazy, but that's what I want.I'm looking forward to getting on ice again. It's been a while. I look like shit today. Really. I'm feeling alright, but I've looked better.Tomorrow I'm being the hostess to a party together with Cathy. It's going to be fun. And I just was forced to leave the computer, since miss Diva just HAD to have it. And naturally mum let her boss around... Sigh.I'm done for today.current mood:  calm (comment on this) |
| Sunday, June 25th, 2006 |
| 9:41 pm - Beck |
I thought Becky was a pain before, with all her demands and stuff, and her occasional tantrums. I thought it couldn't get a lot worse than what we've had so far. It turns out I was wrong. She is now something that starts with a "b" and rhymes with Snitch. And I am blaming the area we live in. Everyone knows that the people from Adolfsberg are shallow, demanding BITCHES, who enjoy getting drunk and fooling around. And we have lived here since February, and she kid is already showing some tendencies. Spiffing. Bloody brilliant. I mean, she talks back like never before, she lie, she throws super-tantrums, boss everyone around, hits people (hard), makes faces behind mum's back, the list goes on and on. And she doesn't want to do anything by herself, "CC, get this, mum, do that" She even refuses to put the dishes into the dishwasher, but leaves them on the counter, just ignoring when mum tells her to put her plate in. And she's such a drama queen too. Well, that runs in the family...And she and Cathy..... god.... Let's just say Cathy bites back. Hard. And always. Not even trying to be pedagogic.So things are not going too well around the house. Cath's not home though. Don't know if she'll be home today either. Then she should be here by now, it's a Sunday and late.I met this adorable little thing today. Her name is Frida and she is just over one year old. She was at Sophie and Evelina’s confirmation, with her parents of course. And at the reception afterwards, we found each other. Well, actually, she saw the great big slide outside and I was the only one who would go out with her. So we slided for like 45 minutes. Me in my new hot jeans. They WERE white. Now they're... Not so white. But it doesn't matter, we had so fun and she was so totally adorable. I'll even forgive the grass-stains.That'll have to be it for today.See ya!current mood:  tired (comment on this) |
| Saturday, June 24th, 2006 |
| 8:48 pm |
| I was just browsing through the net at some skating-pages and saw a dress I recognized. It was a redish Michelle Kwan thing she wore for the 2001 Worlds. Then I realised where I'd seen it before. Caroline has an almost exact copy. And all I could think was "LAME!!!" I mean, what if people notice? I would never dream of copying one of the best skaters in the world's dress! How embarrassing! To me it would be like... I don't know. Worshipping? Bad copy? I mean I love Caroline and all, but no way will she ever be even close to Michelle.Here's a linkhttp://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i295/ceahlen/worlds01mk3-7.jpgI've decided to work hard this next season. I want to make it to the nationals, and land some triples and have a clean double axel. It's a huge goal, I know, but if I work my ass of, I know I'll make it. And if not this year, than maybe next! I'm not giving up. Lena thinks I have the capasity, so I do too. It'll be great. Might take my mind off being the oldest, who knows?Well, well, got to go now. Before Beck comes sneaking about yelling for mum.current mood: calm (comment on this) |
| Sunday, June 18th, 2006 |
| 11:17 pm |
You Communicate With Your Ears You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod. (comment on this) |
| Saturday, April 29th, 2006 |
| 10:50 pm - Miserable |
| My hormones are going crazy! I almost started to cry... to a trailer.... It was Tristan and Isolde, btw. And I am eating way too much, feeling bloated, but still won't stop eating. And Bri are REFUSING to talk to me, I've smsd him like three times, and he won't answer or come out on msn. No I'm not pregnant, just pms-ing. And Cathy's generally nasty as well. Nope, not in a good mood.Though started working on the religion-project. It'll hopefully turn out great. I am allowed to write 6 pages when she clearly said to everyone else only five, just because she liked my subject so much. I'm doing a piece on comparing and criticising different religions, and debating the point of religions and so on. I'm really in to it. Hoping for an A in the course, so this has to be a killer-essay.Mum saw me going out on livejournal the other day. I don't think she approve. But what the heck, what's the deal. I like to write my feelings, and I can't keep one on paper, cause someone might find and see it. And besides, I don't write the most ultra-personal stuff here (she says who've just told everything about her moodswings.... yeah I know.... contradicting myself, aren't I? Gotta love it...)And I don't know if people actually read this either, since no one ever comments on anything. So for all I know, this is just like a regular diary. I mean, I haven't registered myself on my school, since people could possibly find me then. i'm not stupid, you know.Jessi saw the dedication of the poetry collection and freaked. She said that I couldn't write like that. No way in hell. Especially not if I was going to let the girls read it. I told her that she didn't know what the heck she was talking about. I've had enough and wants to.. well I guess revenge is a good way of saying it. And what better way to get even than to make them feel guilty about what they've done. I'd gladly say it to the world. There is a line, and they crossed it long ago. There are ways not to treat a fellow classmate, and they did it. And I am just giving them a small reminder.If you want to check it out, just go to my deviantart; http://ceahlen.deviantart.com/Leaving now.Cheerscurrent mood: tired (comment on this) |
| Friday, April 28th, 2006 |
| 6:18 pm - Full reasons to why staying |
| Here following are all the reasons to why I am staying in Sweden. No matter how stupid they may sound *coughmumcough*, they are still a part of why I have decided to stay in Sweden, and not go to the US as an au-pair.Mr Brian Farrell: I love him way too much to want to leave him for an entire year. I'd be on the other side of the globe, and who knows what could happen. I might meet someone or so could he. And I do not want that to happen. I know I'm just nineteen, but what we have is something lasting. I mean, some of our conversations... Let's just say that marriage and kids have been talked about. We are not thinking ANY TIME SOON, but still. I want kids, he want kids. He is very fond of stones, collecting them, and he once spoke about them, explaining different types and stuff, and then he asked me if I knew what a ruby was. And I answered "yes" and then he told me that he has a little piece of real ruby, just about the right size to put in a ring... And that was just so sweet of him. I don't know if people actually have realised how serious things really are between us. I love him so much.- And besides, if our relationship have been able to cope with me skating every day for a year, I think we'll survive almost anything. *snigger. That was a JOKE people, geez...*Skating: This was the first really good season I've ever had. It is now things have started to go really good, and I was so close to becoming an A-skater, something I've never even dreamed of. I landed a double Axel off ice, and did some pretty good tries on ice as well. The competitions have gone well also. And my ability to learn steps also improved drastically over the last months. So why quit now? Why quit when I have a chance of finally being good?Agnes: When she left Caroline was left alone. And with me going to the US, and Sophie probably quitting, it would get pretty lonely. Everyone need someone to relate to, someone to give them the moral support and friendship. Someone close to their age. And Caroline can't quit now. It would be so wrong. I mean she's good! And I would feel sightly responsible if leaving her all alone.50th Anniversary: We celebrate 50 years this year, my figure skating club. And we'll have a huge show and loads of activities and things. And I would hate to miss all that. I mean, I love exhibitions! And we'd maybe to theatre on ice, or a musical.... You get what I mean. And now with Agnes gone.... I am sounding very selfish by saying this, but I'd get a bigger part.The family: I want to be home to help mum with everything. We have our arguments, but I still love her. And Becky's going to be a handful, so she'll need us even more then. I know mum wants to act all strong all the time and everything, but she isn't really. She was happy for a while, but now it's down again. Thank god for Peder though. He's really helped her. There are probably more reasons, I know, but I can't think of them now. And Becky wants the computer BADLY since they are going away for the weekend to GothenborgCheerscurrent mood: calm (comment on this) |
| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 |
| 9:02 am - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! |
That backstabbing, treacherous, lying bitch! Our DEAR head of the board announced yesterday that he would be leaving immediately, since his daughter would be leaving our club and changing over to ÖKK! That's about the meanest thing you can do, both to us and to our coaches. And poor Caroline... She and Agnes have been really close over the last years, and Agnes HADN'T told her! She found out from her dad last night! And the same goes for Sophie! She and Agnes have been spending time off-ice as well and have been the best of friends, and Agnes didn't tell her in person either! That bloody coward. One bad season and we go abandon the ship! And after all the work Lena and Anna have spent on her, making her the club's princess.... I can't believe it. I mean, I would rather quit skating than change club. But I guess some people lack solidarity completely. Humph. This also changes my plans. It rocks my world totally. Since Sophie is leaving (probably) Caroline would be the only big girl left. The next one comes at the age of 14. That's a four year difference. And I felt awkward when I was the oldest, and I was that by only a year! So I'm thinking of staying. For Carro's sake. I will not be going to the States, unfortunately. This morning I signed up to the local University, and will hopefully start this autumn and study to become a teacher in English and History. Mum doesn't know yet. She'll be furious. At least I think so. Who knows, maybe she'll cope with it well.But not leaving wasn't only because of Agnes betrayal. It was also because of Brian. We are getting way to serious for me to want to leave for a year. That could be dangerous. I mean we've even started talking marriage for god's sake! Though not time yet, of course. In some years. I love him way too much to want to leave him for an entire year.He's been grounded, and this weekend was basically the first time I've seen him four four weeks. And it's been hard, very hard. I've missed him so much, and I can guess then how it would be with a year. So he's another reason I will stay in Sweden.I've got allergy-cold atm, so I have to run down and blow my nose every bloody five minutes. Very annoying. We had a wonderful weekend, me and Bri. A lot of quality-time spent together. It was great seeing him again. Missed him so much.Cathy's finished with her room. It looks great! Very dark and despairing. Just the way she want it. I got to get started on mine... sigh... lazy me.I've got an artist painting me a pic to one of my stories. She's doing it by using pictures. I hope it'll turn out good.Caroline's coming over later. We'll probably cry some together- I should bake us something chocolaty. For comfort-food. And I will call Lena as well. To hear how she's coping with all this.That was all for this time.Cheers/CCcurrent mood:  pissed off (comment on this) |
| Thursday, April 13th, 2006 |
| 10:39 am - My throat hurts |
| Might be getting ill, or it's might just be my throat that's hurting. Hope that.I fought with mum yesterday, and it got pretty ugly.... Yeah.... But she definitely stepped over the line, and said some really mean things.I'm going to a meeting today, at 2. But I don't know if there'll be one, since Frida hasn't got answers from more than 4. Me, Caroline M, Amanda Lj and Amanda K. After I'm done here I'll go call Frida to find out. It's a meeting about the figure skating classes in which we are leaders. We are to talk about what makes a good leader and things like that. However, I actually hope that the meeting is canceled, since I have TONS of stuff to do. But it's always nice to meet the girls, now that the season is over, so whatever. I managed to download music yesterday, the soundtrack from RENT. It was absolutely FAB. And most of them were better on English than on Swedish. But I have to say, Henning was a better Angel than this one. And I've never been too fond of Mimi. But this one could actually hold the tune. When Cath and I went to see the musical, the girl playing Mimi sang false the entire first act. Really false. But it got better to the second act. But for me, she had ruined it for her. Maureen rocks though. That would be it for now.Hugscurrent mood: awake (comment on this) |
| Monday, April 10th, 2006 |
| 10:23 pm - Monday |
| We have FINALLY gotten broadband! YES! Although now when I want to download Mugglecast, Cath's downloading a program, so it takes forever! Sure, not forever if you compare with our last internet connection, but still. I think it'll take like two hours to download all the five episodes I want to download. Damn.Annelie, Karin and I did parts of our Psychology experiment today. It was okey. But then we went home to Karin's house, and that wasn't that great. Firstly I was terrified that I might meet dad, who works like 10 meters from her house. Then we were stuck there until like 9 without any chance of getting out of there, or anything to do. She was getting a base box to her car installed, and it took 5 hours. Then when we went home, they played music SO loud that I vibrated there in the backseat. So now I've got a killer head ace. And I just want to go to sleep, but can't, since I want to download my episodes!She has the most adorable kitten though, (Karin) and a huge room. Well, when I think of it, any room is huge if you compare it to mine. Which is, tiny. But I like it. If you don't count the baby-blue walls. Because those are hideous. Thankfully, I'm going to fix that this week. It'll be dark gray wood (I've got panells covering the bottom half of the walls) and dark red wallpaper. It'll be great when it's done. Okey, one episode down, four to go. This one'll take about half an hour, it says. Yay. So yeah, I'll be up for about one more hour. Then I've got to load them over to my mp3. Hopefully I'll be able to fit them all.Tomorrow's Becky's birthday. And she wants us to be there by 7. AM! God. That's why I want to go to bed. Cause' I'm going to be up really early tomorrow. She's getting earrings from me. It's easy. We'll be there the entire day I think. I'm thinking of baking snicker-snacks. Both for the party, and for Brian for easter. I think he'd love them. I know I did. Before I got hypersensitive to peanuts. Cath just told me that I could try to download them all at once and leave it on for the night. I think I'll do that. So goodnight y'all.current mood: tired (comment on this) |
| Friday, April 7th, 2006 |
| 2:27 pm - Holiday! |
| Hiya!I am now officially an Easter Holiday! Yay! But I'm still in school, though... I know... But I am waiting for the pillow fight. Apparently, some class at Rudbeck (my school) decided to arrange a pillow fight at the town square at 5pm today, and the word has spread and now loads of people are going to come and fight. When the church bells ring at 5 sharp, the fight begins. When the ringing is over (approx. 23 seconds later) the fight ends. Brian and Mathias are going to be in it, and so is Cath. I'll stand on the side and SMILE at the idiots. Btw, Bri is grounded. I don't know what he did, and he won't tell me. So he's grounded the entire holiday, I think. Poor him. Easter holiday will last for almost one and a half week, and is supposed to be a so called "white week" in school. Which means that the teachers aren't supposed to give us any homework over the holiday, so we just can enjoy it. White week my ass. I've got; Social Science essay about the Guatemala genocide to write, a history rapport to finish, four massage-essays to complete, a psychology experiment to carry out, a fairytale to write for Swedish class, a long short story to read for English and about 30 questions to answer based on the text, and finally a huge in-depth essay about the short story. So the only thing I haven't got homework in is Religion (Thank you Carin) and Project (which could have something to do with that it were supposed to be handed in last friday, but I don't know...) I hate school.So no Brian this weekend... I guess I'll just have to study like an idiot then. No good movie saturday night either. I might rent one. Skating season is over. *sigh* I guess I'm happy about it, but... When you've skated every day since the end of July, it feels a bit weird not doing anything. But the off-ice will start after the holidays, I'll see if I'll join. Depends on if it's FUN. Otherwise I'll do something about it myself.Becky's birthday is coming up, and she's going to celebrate it at Mats'. Yay. Then I'll probably meet Ida. Double Yay. God I hate her guts. Well, that could have something to do with her teasing me and pushing me down since we started school at the age of 6, but whatever... And no mum, she hasn't changed a bit.No, Mats, I won't give her a 1523rd chance. She's evil. I've just finished (sure, 40 minutes ago) a psychology test. I had practiced WAY too little, but it went better than I'd thought. John has so many weird stuffs on his tests, really. He's a pretty crappy psychology-teacher, but an excellent English-one.What more to write?Don't know. That'll have to be it for this time.CheersHAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!current mood: calm (comment on this) |
| Tuesday, March 21st, 2006 |
| 8:39 pm - ... |
| For dinner today I had some kind of grey tasteless mix with mushrooms in it. Disgusting. I can't understand why Mats don't think I like things with taste! I mean, Pasta Carbonara is great, so why does he have to make it so damn complicated? And I couldn't eat what they were eating either, since they had corn, mushroom and very much unions. How am I going to survive a week here, if they don't feed me? I mean, I have practice every day, and need energy!Can you tell I'm feeling tired and cranky?...Had a great weekend, a real quality-weekend *snicker* with no practice at all. Caroline and Rosanna were away competing, and OF COURSE they needed both coaches.... Taught Mats i-tunes. It wasn't too hard, he did well.Okey, not in the mood of writing more.Sorry/CCcurrent mood: cranky (comment on this) |
| Sunday, February 5th, 2006 |
| 11:08 pm - Sunday night |
| Cathy got me a typewriter for my birthday! Cool huh! I've wanted one since I was like so small, and now I've finally got one! I'm totally thrilled. Then it broke this morning. Unbelievable. I typed like 2 rows and if jammed. Me and technical stuff huh... But Cathy and Bri fixed it eventually. It took them like 2 hours, but hey, they fixed it! The party was great fun. The food turned out well (amazing!) and we had a great time playing Munchkin. I lost, as usual. Annelie won. Cathy and Mathias got along, which I was a bit worried about before the party. I mean, they didn't have the greatest breakup ever.... But it worked out. Sure they tried killing each other over and over again (in the game, relax people!) but they were fairly civil.Cathy made my hair all curly and stuff and it took three bloody hours to do, if you add the time she used to make me up too. She loves that kind of stuff, so I let her do it. And besides, it was my party, and I wanted to look pretty. But this morning when I woke up, it was all an enormous mess. Damn. I had hoped to be able to keep it for school tomorrow and be all dolly and cute. But of course I couldn't have that.I am currently trying to download the New York Live Podcast with the Leaky mug. And it is taking FOREVER even with broadband. It is worth it though, I think they are great. Not that big of an Emerson-fan, though. He seems... a bit too... superior, I guess. No, I like Andrew. And Eric. And Melissa. Hadn't quite gotten the fact that Sue was so old. I though that she was in her 20's or something. But she looked older. Weird. And Kevin's 20? He looks like what? 16?I finished my speech for Swedish-class. It's not 100% original work, nor is it that amusing, but hey, I've run out of time. I hate speeches. But apparently I'm pretty good at them, so we'll see. I know that Lilian likes me anyways so....Feeling totally bloated after this weekend. I've eaten WAY too much snacks. And food. Unhealthy stuff. A lot of it. Thank god for practice 6 days a week, or else I would get fat.I have found the perfect family for next year. They live in Santa Barbara in California. 3 kids, Tim (15), David (8) and Caroline (6). The salary is great, I get my own flat with bubble bathtub, tv, computer with broadband, own phone line, a car, AND 500 dollars to use for college courses. It seems almost too good to be true. I sent away an email as soon as I could, and hopefully I'll get contacted. I'll keep you posted for news.So, what more is new? Oh, right, mum'll get the keys to the house tomorrow! Yay! Finally moving. She took down my mirrors. The room looked awfully small without them. (I had half a wall covered in mirrors). No I'm not being narcissistic, but I'm a girl and I need mirrors!God I'm tired. But I can't go to sleep until the download is complete. So I'll have to wait. Maybe the new episode of Mugglecast will be up before I go to sleep. Wait, hope not. Then I'll feel forced to download that too, and will never get to sleep. Nothing more up, I'll go and randomly check HP sites now.Hugs from a very tired and slightly messed up (Thank you Brian....)C.Ccurrent mood: tired (comment on this) |
| Friday, February 3rd, 2006 |
| 9:40 pm - Friday night |
| It's Friday night, and I'm at the flat with Cath. No Jane or Becky, thank god...I'm on msn with Bri. He'd depressed about something. Apparently he can't remember what.Birthday party tomorrow. Yay! Pete and Josefin couldn't make it, not could Carro (competing) but it'll be 6 of us. Nice food, snacks and munchkin!Too lazy to write more. (comment on this) |
| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006 |
| 11:11 am - Blogthings... |
God, some things match scaringly well...Your Birthdate: February 7 You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!Your strength: Your self sufficiencyYour weakness: You despise authorityYour power color: MaroonYour power symbol: HammerYour power month: July (comment on this) |
| Thursday, January 5th, 2006 |
| 8:37 pm - Nice evening |
Cathy and me had pizza, then ice cream and now, chocolate. We watched Scrubs and enjoyed ourselves while mum and Becky and Peder visited Immi's house (okay they're still are, but what the heck...)Skating hasn't gone so well this week, which does not bode well for the upcoming weekend's competition. It's a really important one, well, not so much for me as for Agnes, Caroline, Amanda and Rosanna, who are qualifying for SKF. But still, I won this competition last year "Trandansen" (meaning "the Crane's dance"), so I have to defend my title. But I don't think I'll win, Caroline Andersson from Saffle (should be an different letter there than the "a", but this stupid computer wouldn't let me do it. Two dots over the "a" and you will have the real letter) will do that. She did win the sectionals. And Sophie is ill! My dear Sophie is ILL!!!!! Trandansen will not be the same without her! She came second last year, right after me, following one of the best performances she'd ever done. But this year, Hannah has infected her. I hope she recovers until Saturday. Otherwise I know some people who will be really happy...Moving is coming along fine. I've started packing down my room, and it takes a lot of boxes. I can't wait for the 15th of February.The Estonians will be coming here, at least we think so. Villem asked if he could stay with us. I said maybe. I hope I can get Hanna then as well.It all depends though, when they're coming. We are going to go to Finland and compete. Sophie and I will be in Agnes and Caroline's class. Oh dear. We will be forced to have double Axel and at least one triple in our routines. Oh dear. But it will be a fun experience. Let's look at it that way.Cathy bailed our on me with the picture-thingy to my poems, so I had to find a new artist. I'll post my add in here, In case someone will read it.---As a senior project I have chosen to do a poetry collection. The poems are almost done, there are 25 of them. Here's what I need help with; my sister was going to illustrate the poems for me, but she will not have the time, so now I am looking for a new talented artist. The collection will to 99% certainty be published, so this is your chance to see your work in print.Since my sister bailed out on me rather late, we do not have very much time. In 3 months the latest will it need to be finished. If you think you can do it and is interested in working with me, please send me an email telling me about yourself and also enclose a work sample or a link to some of your work on the internet. I am looking for someone to catch the spirit and the feeling of the poems, and produce a picture to that, rather than a picture portraying what exactly happens in the poem, word by word.Just to give you an idea of what the poems are like, here follows the opening poem of my collection "A lonely heart ""Welcome"Welcome to my world!Yes, I'm talking to you.All of youThis world of darkness and despairWelcomes you.This is my secret hideaway.Do you want to leave?Why is that?Surely this world can't be that bad?You created it for me.By silence, words and taunting,By mean looks, spite and sniggering.You can't leave yet, can you?Don't you want to see your creation?No?I am sorry, but it's too late.The drawbridge has been pulled upYou are trapped in a fortress.A fortress made by thoughts.The walls are thick,You can not break out,Believe me, I have tried.You could try to scream for help,But it would be no good,Believe me, I have tried.How to get out?You have to follow the path,My path.It is long, hard and lonely,But it's for your own good.Because you have to understand,So that you won't hurt anyone elseLike you hurt me.So welcome to my world,I pray that you will understand And not make the same mistake again.My email address is c_e_ahlen@hotmail.com . We haven't got that much time so please email me ASAP entitling the email "poetry collection".Thanks in advance.SincerelyC.E. Åhlen ---No more for todayHugscurrent mood:  blank (comment on this) |
| Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 |
| 8:44 pm - Christmas |
| I got a teddy for christmas from Brian. It was all nice and fuzzy. I love teddy-bears, I can't help it. It was as I expected. Dad smsd a couple of days before christmas, being all "I'm so sorry, I have my reasons, I hope you can forgive me...." yap yap yap. I could have forgiven him. If it hadn't happened last year. And the year before. I mean, the man hasn't spoken to me since march, do he really expect me to be all chummy just because it's christmas? Seriously... I chose to ignore the sms. He haven't called yet. Coward.I got seven books for christmas. Somehow people must have gotten the idea that I read a lot.... *looks away trying to appear all innocent*We have started packing now. Mum told Cathy and me at dinner that it's only 6 weeks until we're moving. *PANIC!*Mathias bought me a shirt. He actually bought the right size. Apparently, it was his sister's idea. Go Erika! Cathy is still a bit PO'd at him for not speaking to her since their breakup (Where he btw, told her to "have a nice life". Not very smooth, Mathias...). But I'm thinking of forcing them to meet. We are going to go on the new Narnia together, me, Bri, Mathias, Cathy and Karin. Got the soundtrack for christmas. Really should get started on my application for Culture Care Au-pair. I really should. I want to go, I'm just too lazy to get started. CA or Chicago. That's where I want to go.Don't know what more to write really. I'll write again some time.CheersC.COh, and Happy New Year!current mood: content (comment on this) |
| Monday, December 12th, 2005 |
| 1:31 pm |
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005 |
| 6:05 pm - Many different things |
I live in the apartment now for a time. I don't know how long though, probably until mum get her act together and start treating me like an adult. We had a fight and I left, this was Saturday. I got fed up with Becky always getting what she wanted and being able to boss over the rest of us, even though I am twice her age. And then mum said I was attention seeking and that I was angry because life wasn't revolving around me. She pissed me off big time. But you know, what the heck. I get to eat lots of junk food and have ice cream!Anyways, Peder called. He'd heard of the fight from mum and wanted to know if I needed money or anything. I think it was very nice of him. I didn't need the money, but it was nice that he asked. If he and mum gets together, I won't mind at all. I like him. He's like a big brother.On the matter of HP...I liked the movie. I didn't like that they cut so much out, but it was never the less a good film. A bit too much H/Hr for me, but whatever. I loved the ferret scene. Saved two quotes"What's life without a few dragons now and then?" - Ron"No. Technically, it's a ferret" - Moody.There were loads of others, but I didn't have pen and paper to write them down with on the spot, so now they're gone.Hated the dragon, though. I nearly cried when Harry and Cedric returned to the stadium and everyone cheered. It was so sad!Out of 10, I'll give it 8. Aiming on becoming A this season. Don't know if it's bloody possible (to quote Bri), but I'll try. I don't need to compete or anything, but just becoming an A would mean a lot. Thinking of joining a show group when I go to the US, if I can find one where I'll be going. I'll try to find one before I leave. That would be a blast.Christmas show coming up, and I need to find music. It's SO HARD! Why did I have to get the ONE theme that isn't Disney, but BAMSE. I mean, seriously, think of a lousier theme. Thank god for spring-recital. I'll be the one picking then! Hah!There are positive side-effects of being the oldest skater around. Except Jessie, but she doesn't count since she's never there. I've started writing on a new fic. I won't update it until it's finished though. But I like it. Thinking of letting Ashu and Lauren read it, to see if I should keep writing. But we'll see. It is HP, of course. Open house Saturday. I'll be reading 10 of my poems. Going to be fun. Hope my classmates show up. That would definitely give them something to think about. *Grins evilly*Got tons of homework... Hate teachers and third year.Anyway...I don't know.See you around./C.Ccurrent mood:  thoughtful (comment on this) |
