who doesn't think they're the center of the universe? (original) (raw)

	the selfishly sick and self-absorbed... x ENTRIESx USERINFOx FRIENDSx CALENDARx ICONS Information ****Name | Taylor Age	Sixteen Residence	PA Zodiac	Leo Icons	requestforicons Occupation	Looking Food	Apples Caffiene	Lattes from Tutor** Current ****Anime	Full Metal Alchemist TV	Sex and the City Book	The Dark Song	Hella Nervous Artist	Gravy Train !!! Soundtrack	None Movie	Boondock Saints Game	Sims 2** Above picture is Head Automatica background editted from Myspace. <3 Okay my information? My name is Tay and I'm becoming more and more obsessed with paint shop pro, html, and layouting =) not to mention icon making as well. Likes /Anime/ /Adult Swim/ /Peter Pan/ /Faeries/ /Fantasy/ /Reading/ /Harry Potter/ /Lord of The Rings/ /Singing/ /Guitars/ /Emo/ /80s/ /Irish Boys/ /Gay Boys/ /Rain/ /Scarves/ /Rec Room/ /Returned Smiles/ /J-pop/ /Tim Burton/ /Vampires/ /Vintage/ /♥/ Lyrics of the Moment: Let's destroy each otherbecause we're too cool for love lines,soft kisses over cheap wine.Smoke melike your last cigarettewhisper to me,say "you'll never forget"Could you break my heart a little more?shove my body up against yoursand kiss me like you mean it?Anything worth a tasteburns as it goes down.Could you tell meI'm so audrey hephburnwhen my hair falls to the side?and say "girl, I'm not here to love you tender,I'm just here for the ride"Let's blind ourselves by loveand be deaf to all who say it's fatal.it's not that we don't know,its just that we don't care [ userinfo	livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar	livejournal calendar ]

	[ThursdayJanuary 13th, 2005 at 4:46pm ]
[ mood** | flirty ] I am in dire need here.Kelly knows what I'm talking abouthahFinals are finished!**and I'm dancing a littlebut you can't tell.NO MORE FAT POLISH BITCH =)Next Quarter sucks ass thoughI have:ChemistrySpanish 3TrigonometryWellness (with effing Schuler, I hate that man)icky.I'll deal.but I'll miss having chorus at the end of the day </3>Sex!hah<3
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	[WednesdayJanuary 12th, 2005 at 3:57pm ]
[ **mood** | happy ] my big finals are FINISHEDnow I just have English Lit and that class is dumb and the final is multiple choiceAfter that I'm Happy and homework/test free until TuesdayHuzzah =)At the moment I believe I am going with Kelly to a soccer gameand then the mallFun times.<3
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	[SundayJanuary 9th, 2005 at 11:36pm ]
[ **mood** | awake ] Boys confuse me.But I think I like being single...I need to do my geography homework.and I don't like the fact that Futurama isn't on right now.I had forgotten you, well, no big deal, it would be all right becauseyou are the reoccurring kind. You are the reoccurring kind. You never really leave my mind."It's not the right guy, it's the guy you can tolerate the most."-Words on love by drunken Cherylhaha I love my mom.
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	[SundayJanuary 9th, 2005 at 11:45am ]
[ **mood** | flirty ] write that down.
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	[SaturdayJanuary 8th, 2005 at 11:18pm ]
[ **mood** | indifferent ] **Apparently today is not a good day for anyone.**I just looked at my friends pageand it is pretty clutteredwith rantsand ravesabout he, she, or it.So I lost my musicwho gives a fuck?I didn't listen to half of the shit anyway.I'll download what I need and send it back to my iPod.This time I'll know that replacing music doesn't just mean replacing the same filesit means everything.
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	[SaturdayJanuary 8th, 2005 at 11:08pm ]
[ **mood** | pissed off ] I HATE ELECTRONICSmy music?poof.gone.thanks iPod.thanks stupidity.hooray for hours of downloading time instead of sleep.
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"cunt" is a good thing.	[FridayJanuary 7th, 2005 at 3:34pm ]
[ **mood** | content ] **Bad News:**I'm leaving chorus for the quarterfor WellnessWITH SCHULERthat man should diebut anywayit means I'm leaving my newfound freshmen buddies </3>Good News:Friday.Enough said.<3
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	[ThursdayJanuary 6th, 2005 at 9:38pm ]
[ mood** | creative ] New Layout!FINALLY!<3I think the colors are off a bitif anyone has any artistic or color talent at all... want to comment?Anywho.I like it.It's Head Automatica Lyrics for Please Please Please (Young Hollywood)AMAZING song <3.. dirty.. yet amazing( All the LyricsCollapse )**The end.<3
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	[TuesdayJanuary 4th, 2005 at 8:58pm ]
[ **mood** | hopeful ] How effing adorable.<3I feel like I'm in middle school haha
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	[SundayJanuary 2nd, 2005 at 10:52pm ]
[ **mood** | lazy ] SCHOOL TOMORROW.ew.This whole weekend was a big blur.I like it that way.Good things happened.Weird things happened.We thought a few people died.I saw a few people puke.All in good fun.<3Love yah kids.
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	[ThursdayDecember 30th, 2004 at 10:48pm ]
[ mood** | content ] okayso I really don't feel like updating nowbecause I'm sleepybut I'm really tired of seeing that other entry on the top of my page for some reasonyarn confuses me </3>so do boys.New year's shindig tomorrow that of which will conclude in my being inebriatedlike fuckand that in itself is enough to make me excited as hell.**
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	[TuesdayDecember 28th, 2004 at 4:22pm ]
[ **mood** | relaxed ] Today is definitely a sit and relax dayReadingVideo GamesNapping<3My kind of day.1/7
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You alone can make my song take flight	[SundayDecember 26th, 2004 at 11:38pm ]
[ **mood** | content ] I saw Phantom Of The Operaand it was spectacularPhantom was actually the first broadway plays I ever saw,I think I was about nine or tenand it is definitely one of my favorites. <3_Softly, deftly,music shall surround you ...Feel it, hear it,closing in around you ...Open up your mind,let your fantasies unwind,in this darkness whichyou know you cannot fight -the darkness of the music of the night ...Let your mind start a journey through a strange new world!Leave all thoughtsof the world you knew before!Let your soul take you where youlong to be !Only then can you belong to me ..._-The Music of the Night
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	[SundayDecember 26th, 2004 at 11:51am ]
[ **mood** | calm ] So I had a dream last night...heh, it was a good dream.<3
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watch, as I evilly take up your friends pages with no remorse <3	[SundayDecember 26th, 2004 at 12:31am ]
[ **mood** | content ] You are a music girl. You have a good beat and youare a great singer. You like to have peoplelook up to you and you like your 'i'm good andknow it' that's what probably gets the men.You are very confident and men like it. Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only brought to you by QuizillaYou like the bad ass. He is rebelious and alwaysknows how to get what he wants. You feel youcontrol everything in your life so he is agreat escape. (anime pics) What kinda guy would you go out with? brought to you by QuizillaF:Your Beauty liesin Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, andnever what anyone expects.You appearance and your personality are twoopposite things. Even yourappearance sends different signals to differentpeople. To some you may lookinnocent and sweet, to others you look mysteriousand intimidating at the sametime. No one ever knows what to expect with you.You are a little bit ofeverything all mixed together. You can be watchingthe football game with theguys one minute and the next out shopping at themall. You seem to be almost adifferent person every time you meet someone, butat the same time you knowexactly who you are and there is always that onething that makes you you. Youenjoy keeping people guessing and people love howcompletely unpredictable youare.Some ThingsThat Represent You: **Element:**Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon **Color:Dark Tones, LightTones Song: Everything by Alanis MorriesetteExpression:Half-smileGemstone:**Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,Half-breeds Planet: Mars HairColor: Red Eye Color:BrownQuote:"Appearances can be deceiving." Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::.. brought to you by Quizilla
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	[SaturdayDecember 25th, 2004 at 3:31pm ]
[ **mood** | ecstatic ] Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! Ipod! and some other unimportant stuff....Merry Christmas, loves!!!
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	[FridayDecember 24th, 2004 at 9:44pm ]
[ **mood** | chipper ] STEPMOM NUMBER FIVEThat's right kids.Hugh proposed again, tonight.To Eileen.She's awesome though, such a sweetheart.I just find it amusingThat he did it againHe even said, "I'm sweating here... It's been awhile since I proposed."Way to take it seriously, Hugh <3haha.So I opened my presents at his house tonightand I got:Sims 2Final Fantasy 11 for the computerTom Petty: Into the Great Wide Open CDA DVD player for my roomand a 50$ gift card to Barnes and Noble <3how hot. =)Merry Eve, Kids <3I'm going to go play Sims 2 and hide in here from my moms drunken partyuntil they are all really drunkand they give my some of whatever they are dirnking<3
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	[ThursdayDecember 23rd, 2004 at 6:44pm ]
[ **mood** | chipper ] Your True Nature by llScorpiusllUsernameThe quality that most appeals to you:Sense of humorIn a survival situation, you:Run like hellYour hidden talent is:Seeing the best in othersYour gift is:GeniusIn groups, you:Are the center of attentionYour best quality is:Your creativityYour weakness is:Being unforgivingQuiz created with MemeGen!Why am I still sitting here doing shit like this?No clue.I'm out... like... people that get out a lot.
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	[WednesdayDecember 22nd, 2004 at 4:06pm ]
[ **mood** | content ] Today was... interestingpssa is a waste of my lifeand my penciland my sanityKelly and I goofed off a lot today... I read batman books <3Timo took a horrendous amount of pictures during chorus... and apparently some naked ones during flex (oohooh) he is becoming quite the camwhore =)I was yelled at by THE CREW!... and I walked into a chair.Bobby again is my hero <3Nick(y) poured water down my pants and I chased him for about thirty seconds and then was overcome with the urge to watch the other boys play kemps... Jesse Reese owns haha. <3aand I think that's allRESEARCH PAPER boo.
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ihatemathihatemathihatemath	[TuesdayDecember 21st, 2004 at 10:20pm ]
[ **mood** | crappy ] I'd thought I'd warn in advance.I have a new journal... but it's not currently set up rightSo brace yourselves for a switch.It will probably be up by Friday <3
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backseat!	[MondayDecember 20th, 2004 at 4:41pm ]
[ **mood** | confused ] I went crazy with those "islove" banners on my info just nowI adore them.<3Soooo today was the select chorus trip to sing to old folksit was fun.We all were really hyper when we got backand when we wentWell we were pretty much hyper the whole time...BACK SEAT!haha aw losers <3that damn song was stuck in my head since I got off the bus"Back seat, windows up, that's the way we like to fuck."I personally would think back seat would be uncomfortable unless you have a van.Then you're set.Jacque's my slut <3I looked slightly like a leprechaun todaybecause I took stockings that I thought were blackbut were greenso I wore a red scarf from my locker and made it look purposefully festive... I'm a genius.I DON'T WANT TO WRITE MY RESEARCH PAPER.It's due wednesdaybut I really don't want to do the whole thing in one nightso I at least have to get one page today.-sighI think that's it...<3
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	[SundayDecember 19th, 2004 at 12:10pm ]
[ mood** | cranky ] my moms such a douche baganytime she's sick she milks the fuck out of itso we all pity her and do things for herShe just freaked out on me because I wouldn't go with my brother to Old Navy and other stores to get our christmas presents.I skipped Jill's chorus concert because I have to write three papers and take a shower and shit.What the hell makes you think I'm going to go shopping for you?She has a cold.She can drive.Whatev'Yesterday kind of suckedJill, Mike, and I hung out at brookes with sarah gill and some other kidand then went to john burkes where apparently there was some big partywe got there and about four people were thereit sucked.And I SO didn't get to drink with winsock =(I so didn't drink at all sigh.I slept at Jay-rad's... hence why I'm so keen on taking a shower.and now I must go write some fun papersBut on a lighter notewe are supposed to get lots of snow tonightso schoolwill be closed**I won't allow any less.
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	[SaturdayDecember 18th, 2004 at 1:09pm ]
[ **mood** | melodious ] for some reason my entries aren't showing up on my livejournal pagebut they are showing up in people's friends pages?whatev'I just went to the district chorus read-through at semohmygodIt was just awesome.I knew most of the songssome were iffyothers I was on the wrong page the whole time >.<but it was fun.and it so topped our chorus concert like woahand this was just a read-through-pumped-I'm not sure at all what I'm doing tonight.I kind of want to go to the moviesbut I would also like to actually go out somewhere-shrug- who knows
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	[ThursdayDecember 16th, 2004 at 7:11pm ]
[ **mood** | bored ] So I went to the State Mental Hospital todayfor community serviceIt was actually pretty funexcept for the whole cold thing."You can't say 'crazy' when you're in a mental institution""Oh Sorry"...later..."This grass is so fucking weird.""Yeah. crazy grass.">.<;;(oooh anime faces... love them >.>...<.<...-.-)But this lady told me how she killed her boyfriendshe was actually really funny (Like comedian funny, not "crazy" funny)and I don't know if she actually didbecause that would probably put her in the institution for the criminally insanewhich apparently wasn't near there.Kaliena and I might volunteer there sometime soon.That'd look amazing on a college application for psychology <3We got back to school at about 2:30 ishwhich got my back in time for choruswhich is a whole lot of sitting aroundwhich rocks hardcore.ps.(chewing tobacco is icky)<3
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	[WednesdayDecember 15th, 2004 at 5:30pm ]
[ **mood** | better ] Crank the Hellogoodbyeand smile a little.<33
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	[WednesdayDecember 15th, 2004 at 3:48pm ]
[ **mood** | pensive ] Memorial today.There isn't much to say that I haven't already said.and I've come to the conclusion that I'm one of those people who deals with things by just keeping to myself for a bit.and I did afterwards.I sat and watched Nick(y) and Bobby play guitar during chorusThey cheered me up a lot =)Both of them are cool kids, we need to hang out outside of school.<3Tomorrow I go to Clarks Summit State Mental Hospital for community serviceshould be interesting I hope I can come back for a little bit of chorus though
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	[TuesdayDecember 14th, 2004 at 8:42pm ]
[ mood** | okay ] Me: I'm so sorry, your son was an amazing personMrs. Taylor:** I know hunny, and you know he would just want to have a spaceship and bring us all up there with him.**She's amazing.**I was amazed at how strong she was<3Speaking of...I was taken aback by the strength of TimoHe made us smile and laughand comforted and hugged us when it should have been vice versa.You're amazing, kid, hope things get better soon <33I didn't get to see Richard thoughI hope he's alright<3There were so many people there I couldn't believe itI don't think I've hugged so many peopleand wanted to hug others but didn't want to interrupt or have them hate me more than they already apparently do. I smoked.Twice.Three months and I started again.Oh well, it was going to happen sooner or later.I hope all of Winston's friends and family are okay soonYou all know by now that you are in everyone's thoughts and prayers <3I'm still unsure of whether or not I'm going to the funeral tomorrowI really don't want to miss schoolbut I feel like I need to pay respectsand be there for friendsI'm having my mom write a note for me and I guess I'll just see how I feel when the time comes...Today and yesterday made me realize a lot the things that mattered before seem so petty now.All that matters is that you don't take anyone or anything for grantedimpossible I knowbut at least I can try.W1212
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-w-	[MondayDecember 13th, 2004 at 8:23pm ]
[ **mood** | sympathetic ] I don't know what to sayThere is nothing to sayI barely knew Winston and I was hurt.I can't even bare to think what his close friends feel right now.Though I did see it during school.Rich, Anthony, Timo, Maxine, and anyone else who is hurting that reads this <3 I really hope you are all okay and I know you probably heard this a million times but if you need someone, I'm here <3School was terribly silent todayHomeroom was absolutely terrible to sit through in the heart wrenching silence with the occasional sniffle or stifle of a cry.Jacque, Ashley, and I sat and talked a bit about it during flex.It's all just terrible.and it's really sad that it takes a thing like this for everyone to stop and think twice about how precious life is.It's what I thought about all day.I think almost everyone will be changed at least a little bit from this.I was really taken aback by the amount of assholes in our school as well but we won't talk about that now.Again, I hope you all are doing okayPlease don't hesitate for helpfrom anyoneTalking never hurts <3_So that's how I learned the lessonThat everyone's aloneAnd your eyes must do some rainingIf you're ever gonna growAnd when crying don't help You can't compose yourselfIt's best to compose a poemAn honest verse of longingOr a simple song of hopeThat's why I'm singing baby don't worry 'Cause now I got your backAnd every time you feel like cryingI'm gonna try and make you laughAnd if I can't If it just hurts too badThen we'll wait for it to passAnd I will keep you company for those days so long and black_ -W-12/12/04****Edit:**I'd like you all to knowThat I'm not blindly paying respect to someone I didn't knowI know a lot of you are touchy about thisand I'd probably be the first to admit that I did not know him personally, just a class I barely spoke to him inThe point of this entry was not to get sympathy for meI don't need itIt was to make known to the friends that I am aware and here if neededI hope you all know and respect that<3
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	[SaturdayDecember 11th, 2004 at 11:16pm ]
[ **mood** | determined ] you know what's funny?how much hanging out with all of these couples makes me want some lovin.Or I'd settle for just an awesome make out buddy.-le sigh-soon to come.
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	[FridayDecember 10th, 2004 at 12:39pm ]
[ mood** | happy ] So today absolutely suckeduntil fourth periodthough fourth period always makes me happy because I see my favorite people <3But to ADD to the awesomenessJILL UNGVARSKY-and-CHRISTOBEL BELLESvisitedseperatelyand jill, jacque, chris, and I sat and talkedand it felt like last yearand I miss them oh so much** <3soo my plans flopped for tonightand the whole boy confusion thing from my last entryjust went totally out the windowbecause i found out the one has a girlfriendand I honestly think the other doesn't like me too muchor at least like me for me-shrug-their loss.This weekendKelly and I plannedthat we are going to hang out with Ronand though he doesn't know yet...I'm pumpedbecause I know I will not stop laughing_ever_<33I have twenty bucksand a free nightwhat shall I do...?
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Micheal Jackson OW!	[WednesdayDecember 8th, 2004 at 10:58pm ]
[ mood** | crazy ] holy hell I just went to a school dance and it was funny and KATELYN KELLEHER AND I ROCK HARDCORE hahaha <3 Kelly, Ron, and I went out for chinese food beforehand<3** Kendra has a beaver.<3 Lauren is a skank like me**?** Eric Spurlin is really tall**!** Anthony is effing CRAZYTHEY SO DIDN"T PLAY THE HUMPTY HUMP -sigh-BUT katelyn and and I made up our own dance hahaha**??** Nick(y) and his girlfriend make me puke a little hah. <3**!!!** I need a throat losenge =( I Must Sing Tomorrowwith lots of people =/so I think I'll sleep now since I'm tired as fuck <3
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	[WednesdayDecember 8th, 2004 at 4:16pm ]
[ **mood** | giddy ] So I got about five letters from colleges in the mail todaythat's normal right?because I don't want to start thinking I'm specialand then look like an asskind of like I did about eight times todayah<3So ApparentlyI'm a big lesbianActually I'm in a "Lesbian Rectangle" (kind of like a triangle but with four people)They are the hottest bitcheshaha <3Oh the things we do to avoid young boys who are random and stalkersSPEAKING OF YOUNGERshoot me.haha oh man I'm in such a good mood now that I worked out but yeah I suppose my boy confusion will be justified this weekend?Well I'm hanging out with one of them I believe so if in that day he makes me hate him then I shall go for the otherIf notthen I am still confusedyay!But I think I figured out today that I do like the one more than the other... there's just the big change thing with me that I know will happenand I'm not sure if I can ready myself for thatProbably notSo why not do it the American way and dive in head first without thinking of consequences?I think I might.........
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	[WednesdayDecember 8th, 2004 at 2:42pm ]
[ **mood** | confused ] sorry about that post beforeit was meant for a co owned communityaaaaanywhoso I'm about to go to Gold's but I felt like writing firstHi.I have no idea now what's going on with anthony and company on friday?I have no idea what the gist of this weekend is at all come to think of itbesides the concert on sundayat Threebe therewatch me cry.All I know is I want this weekend to come a lot faster then it is.BOYS CONFUSE MEespecially since it has been three years since I liked one my own age or youngeremphasis on youngerwe shall see_they'll sayjust let her crash and burnshe'll learnthe attention just encourages her_
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oh em ef gee	[MondayDecember 6th, 2004 at 10:59pm ]
[ mood** | cynical ] so how about...I GOT THE CHORUS SOLOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHpimp.everyone needs to go and watch my freak out and run off stagethis sunday3pm**ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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	[MondayDecember 6th, 2004 at 7:49pm ]
[ **mood** | crazy ] the coolest fucking kids on the blockdo ityou won't.
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<3	[SundayDecember 5th, 2004 at 11:27pm ]
[ mood** | excited ] todayi finally hung out with anthony todaywe met in curry donutsdrank coffee and talkedthen went to the mall and saw shit loads of people we knew, hung out with a few of his crazy friendsour mall sucks so much hahabut I'm definitely going to be hanging out with him more often =)right now I'm procrastinating a paper... that is due tomorrow... for dumb mrs piecyznski -hate-( my procrastination tonight (camwhore!) oohCollapse )**
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	[SundayDecember 5th, 2004 at 1:07am ]
[ **mood** | loved ] oh manlouie and matt just fucked with my head so bad haha i hate nextel!so confusing >.<tomorrow,I believe anthony and I are hanging out<3exciting =)
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lyrical post	[ThursdayDecember 2nd, 2004 at 7:22pm ]
[ **mood** | giggly ] Is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak?An avalanche of opinions like the one that feel that I am now underneath. It was my voice that moved the first rock and I would do it all again.So, I mean, it's cool if you keep quiet, but I like singing.So I'll be holding my note and stomping and strumming and feeling so very lucky. There is nothing I know except that this lifetime is just one momentand wishing will just leave me empty. So you can try and live in darknessbut you will never shake the light. It will greet you every morningand make you more aware with its absence at night,when you are wrapped up in your blanket baby, that comfortable cocoon.But I have seen the day of your awakening boy and it's coming soon.
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work out like no other	[ThursdayDecember 2nd, 2004 at 4:59pm ]
[ **mood** | energetic ] holy hell I LOVE my trainer, she is absolutely amazing. I worked out today for just a half hour to learn the rest of the machines and man, it's awesome. I'm going to go three times a week now I'm so pumped =D today was an easy day, I tried out for a solo in chorus that i really really want. Everyone said I did good, I won't be too heart broken if I don't get it though because i have another year -shrug- we shall see. I believe that's all... Kendra Balmer, Harold Hanson, and I are going to see Transiberian Orchestra TOMORROW! AHH! Exciting. I am pumped for that as well. Hopefully I will see my Jillian this weekend <3 I miss her dearly. I believe that's all for today... I kind of feel like working out more... I'm in the zone haha I might just go do that...
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controversy	[WednesdayDecember 1st, 2004 at 6:00pm ]
[ **mood** | curious ] Alexander the bisexual/great So apparently there is already controversy about The movie Alexander and the fact that he is bisexual in the movie. Some Greek lawyers, who are most likely homophobic, are freaking out saying that Alexander was not homosexual **( blah blah blahCollapse )**I am quite far from a historian but I do know that the greeks were quite fond of love for everyone, and most of the men were bisexual in that time. Now in the movie there are no strictly homosexual scenes, only one that can be considered which is where Alexander kisses a persian male dancer, once he is egged on to do so by his friends. There is though, a very obvious love between Alexander and Hephaistion, his life long friend and part of his army. I, and probably most girls, find this absolutely adorable... and pretty hot considering Colin Farrell and Jared Leto (Hephaistion) are both quite gorgeous. A big scene was axed as well that had an actual male love scene between Alexander and the persian dancer because "some audience members wouldn't be able to handle it". Which is probably the truth. I personally would have loved a homosexual scene between Alexander and Hephaistion, but all they had in the movie was a lot of meaningful words and a bunch of extra long hugs.... that's about it. The bisexual side was played down a whole lot in the movie... but I suppose it wasn't that important to the plot -hurumph- ( the quite beautiful HephaistionCollapse )
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	[WednesdayDecember 1st, 2004 at 10:05am ]
[ **mood** | hyper ] when the sun came up we were sleeping in sunk inside our blankets sprawled across the bed and we were dreaming there are moments when i know it and the world revolves around us and we're keeping it keeping it all going this delicate balance vulnerable all knowing (sing like you think no one's listening) you would kill for this just a little bit so, sing me something soft sad and delicate or loud and out of key sing me anything we're glad for what we've got done with what we've lost our whole lives laid out right in front of us So today is my day off =)and I'm planning on playing video games all day longand listening to good music&heart (this will be replacing the <3 in every journal entry if anyone's wondering)
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	[TuesdayNovember 30th, 2004 at 8:27pm ]
[ **mood** | curious ] So I'm homenothing like good old pennsylvania to bring down your spiritscheryl said i could skip school tomorrowand i really shouldn'tbuuuuuuuuut i just mightto all the people i said i'd write postcards tooi didn'tand i apologizebut i so can write them out and send them from home and pretend that the postal shipping SUCKS and takes a super long timei just might do that haha<3for all who are wonderingi didn't get anything piercedor dyedwhich is upsettingbut i do have a hair appointment sometime soon and I'm going purple again <3i miss the purpleyou should miss the purple as welli believe that is all
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